Never again!

I imagine that at the moment of my birth

When I told you I wanted to come to Earth

You gave me your approval

Took joy in one hand

And pain in the other

Put your hands together

Shook them thoroughly

Made two fists again

And let me choose

I mean

That is what you call free will, right?

You make us pick

Why would I otherwise see people going through a lot of shit smiling

And others walk a flawless path crying?

I guess we make our choice before arrival

And believe we have to stick to it

That no matter what

Those who chose pain will not know joy

And those who wanted joy will always be free from pain

Is that it?

You know what?

I would like to go back

To make a new choice

Would you allow me?

Can I give back what I chose and start all over?

I thought that pain would teach me more

But I really learned enough

I am tired now

Can you please allow me to do a full reset so that I can go for the goodies right away?

I now know what I want

I now can do a conscious job

I can concentrate on your hands

Look through your skin and bones

Look through your muscles and tissues

Use my intuition

Use my first and second eye

Use my third and fourth eye

Use my taste and ears and skin

Do everything within my power

And not make that silly mistake again

Never again!