Searching for words
To name my deepest feelings
I hit a resistant wall of doubts
They block my inner channels
And make my fluids stick
I grab a broom
Fill a bucket with water
And scrubb my body
From the inside out
Scraping off the panic
Getting rid of my uncertainty
Clearing my meridians from fear
I work myself to sweat
To get open access
To my mind, my body and my soul
I let go of those sensations
And refill my system
With only confidence and trust