A spineless fallen cactus tree

Today I feel that fear again

Afraid of getting lost

Scared that something wants me deeply hurt

That is what I fear the most

Still my unprotected body bleeds

From previous gaping wounds

With no cloths to cover me

I feel cold here on the ground

Imagine safety in my arms

My body shapes a ball

On my back I dream tranquility

And search for inner calm

My arms wide open touch the sand

Mother Earth is holding me

I surrender vulnerable to her

Like a fallen spineless cactus tree

Defenseless to that feared attack

Sharp sounds urging me to flee

But Mother Earth she pulls me back

Blows dust of trust in me

She tells me spineless cactus trees

In community stand strong

That in the rich soil of her equity

I can joyfully belong

Mom

Between you and me

An empty hole

Of warmth and cold

Life moving free

Time disappears

Time never fades

It brings us back

To smiles and tears

We can not fail

And as we move

There is only love

Our holy grail